Archive for February, 2008

LC no…I give up!

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on February 26, 2008 by mo79uk

I’m coming up to the second year of my writing course (3yrs allowance). It can be done within a year if you work solidly but I didn’t, a lax deadline doesn’t help but I’m ploughing alone nicely with only 3 more modules (of 10) remaining, but then the rest of my novel is without hand holding.

Although I love writing and have done since I was a kid (like many millions of others) I feel a bit bad in that I don’t feel like writing everyday. I’m one of those who has writing spurts; I’ll write solidly enough for a month and then withdraw for a bit. I have to learn to write a bit every day, which is hard. It’s not so much fear of lacking inspiration but waiting too much for the right time, when there is none. I won’t write something better tomorrow and not today, I just have to learn to gouge away.

Regardless, I think I’m becoming a much better writer (but you won’t tell from my blog where I drop my guard a bit. I save pro mode for my fiction) and enjoy the course. I have no worry about being published or famous, I’m writing for myself, and that’s the important thing to not contaminate my art. I may be taking a course, but I believe I took it to beef up my passable skills than to become Jeffrey Archer or whatever.

Did I say Jeffrey Archer? Oh well, there’s no harm in that. If I think people could love what I do I’ll worry about that after.

I’m supposed to write journal entries to myself about how I’m going in my course, but I give up now. I’m not as academically minded as I’d like to be. It’s just going nice still that’s all.